GP appointment

Subject: GP appointment 4/5/2007, 9:57 am

Hi guys

Well i have been to see the doc and he says he thinks i need ADs and am i suprised i am so stressed and down with all what is going on? i had to reply no im not suprised.

I have tried my best to cope with it all, some days i dont want to deal with anything but i cant get away from it. I have to do it no matter what and alone for a lot of it, T is worrying me and im trying to keep strong.

He is definately better on his med (sleeps about 6 hours & the violence is less, not gone but less) but he is very down at times about things he shouldnt be (he was in major tears last night saying he wanted a girlfriend and the same when he loses a footy match on PS2).

I try to console him but how upset he gets over minor things (well to us they are minor) is worrying, i dont want him to be upset like this and i dont see how he is gonna get past this. This has been going on for yrs now and i would of hoped it would of calmed down but it hasnt, its definately worse in the last year.

Finding it hard to cope with his touching me in private places (at home & in public) and all he does is laugh finding it all so funny, when all i want is for the ground to open up and swallow me!

Will see how i get on with the ADs, the GP said he thinks i need counselling which will hopefully get sorted once i have T in an appropriate school, whenever that will be.
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